26 4 / 2012
"…And I could not have known then that everbody, every person, has to leave, has to change like seasons; they have to or they die. The seasons remind me that I must keep changing, and I want to change because it is God’s way. All my life I have been changing. I changed from a baby to a chld, from soft toys to play daggers. I changed into a teenager to drive a car, into a worker to spend some money. I will change into a husbnd to love a woman, into a father to love a child, change houses so we are near water, and again so we are near mountains, and again so we are near friends, keep changing with my wife, getting our love so it dies and gets born again and again, like a garden fed by four seasons, a cycle of change. Everbody has to change, or they expire. Everybody has to leave, everybody has to leave their home and come back so they can love it again for all new reasons.
I want to keep my soul fertile for the changes, so things keep getting born in me, so things keep dying when it is time for things to die. I want to keep walking away from the person I was a moment ago, becuse a mind was made to figure things out, not to read the same page recurrently."
This man & his word’s make me want to write a book.